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locked most entries.. (although sometimes i'll give you a sneak peak of my life) ;] [12 May 2020|03:29pm]
[ mood | loved ]

If you add me I'll most likely add you back too! ^___^ I ♥ making lj friends :D

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[16 Aug 2004|12:36am]
[ mood | sexy ]

oMG, so I was in Arizona for a little because my Aunt Kelly lives there and it seriously was a blast. I met this really hot guy, Josh, and he was so fun to hang out with!! He had a really cool car too ;) and was a great kisser. Too bad he has a gf :/ (Although he didn't seem to remember when I jumped him three nights before I left!) I passed my driving exam and got my license so daddy will be getting me a car soon :) I hope he gets me the Audi convertible I want.. the other day I checked the recent history and it looked as though he was looking up Audi info.. so fingers crossed XD

Josh has an LJ so we're going to keep in touch.. I wonder if he's reading this ;) Teeheee. Anyway, Summer is awezome, my friends are the fuckin' bomb, and I have a license!!!!!!

Life could not be any goddamn sweeter than this shit #_o

I wish Summer would go on forevaaa and evaaa! ♥ ♥

Sorry I've been neglectful lj friends- my life has been INSANE!

PS. That Olympic swimmer guy iz SOOO HAWTIES.

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[29 Feb 2004|11:47pm]
[ mood | tired ]


Also, I think B may be in the hospital again because I haven't seen him in my yard for a few days but it seems like his family is home..

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OMG [22 Feb 2004|11:20pm]

I had the best fucking weekend!!! My friend Brendan and I took the Chinatown bus down to NYC and hung out with his older brother Jared, who goes to NYU and it was sooo awesome. Gawd, I wanna go there.. but I doubt I have the grades, I'm so fucking lazy! Maybe the art school for theatre or some shit.. Daddy did say I can go wherever I want. ;) Anyway, we went to this great party at one of the dorms (see above invitation!) and I made out with three different boys over the course of the night (college guys are pretty awesome). And also one girl.. but that was due to 7 minutes in heaven/spin the bottle type game :) Whatever, she was a good kisser.. haha. The greatest part of NYC was that Terrence and the Lovliness was playing at Arlene's Grocery and they totally fell for my fake id. I'm sure I could've sweet talked my way in anyway, I've done it before and I'm sure I'll do it again.. God, Terrence is so hot that during the show I kept thinking about.. well, you know.. I almost went to the bathroom just to pleasure myself (sorry if that's tmi). He's really cute, the hottest emo guy I've ever seen because he's sensitive but not wimpy at all.

I am not looking foward to going to school tomorrow, just not in the mood. Not to mention Blake has been getting extra weird lately. The other day there were streamers and balloons and other shit on my locker, but it was NOT my birthday, my bday is in June. And he knows that. Anyway, I open the thing up and inside is this huge cutout paper heart sort of torn in half, hanging from the top. Then I found a card that said: this is what you are doing to me. UGH. Get the fuck over it asshole.

ps. i have a new background for my layout.. easier to read ^__^
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[18 Feb 2004|12:44pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

God, I almost forgot I had this thing.. sorry :/ I've been a total pothead lately and partying way too much ^-^ .. I mean a lot! My friend Angela mad these awesome brownies w/weed and some how during the party I ended up in the bathroom with Kevin, an old ex. Things kinda escalated and I think in a drunken stupor I sorta blew him and got brownie all over Jeremy's bathroom... and the worst part is I'm not all that positive. I'm so stupid :( Oh well, shit happens I guess. Vday was pretty uneventful just because I'm not officially "going out" with anyone.. but I did get Valentines from 4 seperate boys!! And um, a really really creepy anonymous one that said: I will love you, Forever and ALWAYS written in a ketchup-like substance. Sorry, but I'm not buying that it was actual blood.. I mean, it fucking smells like a hamburger. So if you are reading this Blake, stay the fuck out of my yard/mailbox.

I hope you all have been doing wonderfully and I'm sorry I don't comment more. I've just been really out of it lately. You know how us crazy kids are.. ;) Better get back to lunch.. I think Jeremy saved me a seat =)

Oh, btw, I cut my hair.. and I can't remember if I showed you guys or not..

Old style:

New hair!!:

see me in the Jeremy's bathroom? I was still pretty sober then.. hahaha.

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[18 Dec 2003|02:06am]
[ mood | awake ]

Sorry I haven't updated in so long! Things have been really insane around here.. I had a major project due in school, not to mention all of my teachers have been giving mad amounts of tests.. plus, I got grounded from my computer at home for coming home drunk one night.. EeP! Thank God my punishment time is up!! o.O By the way.. I LOVE XMAS SHOPPING.. and I absolutely can not wait until winter break is here.

In other news, my friend Carrie was in a car accident and she broke her leg so I've been really busy hanging out with her.. tears :*( but she's gonna be okay. The scary part is that I was supposed to be in her car but I went home with Jake instead cuz I wanted to be alone w/him.. freaky, right? I'm guessing Carrie won't be playing soccor next year tho =/ Sad! Anyway, I think I'm getting some really awezome presents for Xmas and I totally can't wait.

Later, guys!

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[21 Nov 2003|10:16am]
Ugh. We're supposed to be doing a group project right now but instead my entire group is just looking at stuff we want to buy from Urban Outfitters and the Gap, etc. etc. Hehe. Gawd, I want this scarf so badly:

Someone, plz buy it for me? ;)

Ew, psycho ex in library. My friends and I are going to go back to our group table instead I think.. to get away from him. Yick. He even stalks me in school.. gross. At least it's Friday o___0 Okay, he's coming over and it looks like he has something to give me so I'm getting out of here asap. Later kids!
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[20 Nov 2003|01:55am]
[ mood | excited ]

First off I found out the most exciting thing today.. Daddy booked us a trip to the Bahamas for Christmas!!!! It was totally supposed to be a surprise but the travel agent blew it by calling my mother. Lol! So yeah, we're going to the Bahamas and staying at this amazingly fabulous hotel called the Atlantis. It has a water slide and underground aquariums and all of this other shit. Not to mention crystal blue water and banana boats! I had no idea Daddy would want to go, especially since we went to the Dominican Republic over the summer (like I said.. LOVE banana boats!). So yeah, I'll get my hair braided and send my friends postcards (although they never even received the ones I sent from Dominica..) and get a nice winter tan. This is so awesome, especially considering that we're going on a ski trip in February to Snowbird in Salt Lake City, Utah.. Two vacations in a short time! The great thing is that this trip to Atlantis helps Daddy get credits since he's a doctor and that way it works out well for everyone! ;) Gawd, can you tell I'm excited?!

Here are some pix of the resort:


In other news I have decided to get my hair cut so I'll try to post pix afterwards. It's so annoying trying to take pictures w/out a camera. Oh! And thanks so much to everyone who answered my questions. My friend Amy said she'd drive me to planned parenthood on Friday so hopefully I'll get some cheap bc pills. I really can't tell my mom.. one time she found a condom in my drawer and freaked out. I told her I got it at school during a safe sex assembly and she bought it. Then she sat me down and was like: Sally, the only way to be safe is to not have sex at all.. Uh, Mom. Yeah right. I'm a horny girl! ^___o

Today at school I felt a little bad. I think B was crying in the corner during lunch.. If he wasn't so weird I'd try to be his friend but there's no way. I mean, he still lurks in front of my house. Even in the rain like today.. with his red Snoopy umbrella. Anyway, it's WAY past my bedtime and as always I have school tomorrow. Later guyz!

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[17 Nov 2003|11:35pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Anyone know where I can get cheap or free birth control pills without having to tell my Mom? I mean, I want to be super safe but I can't tell my mother cause she'd fucking go insane. Also, should I cut my hair short again? Here's a pic of how it looks right now, taken with my good friend Amanda's cam..

yes or no?

Also: Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

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[17 Nov 2003|01:23pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

... okay. So I read the last entry in my ex's lj and it fucking creeped me out like mad so I'm making a new resolution- to never read that shit again. Who the fuck goes out of their way to destroy their kid brother's birthday party.. Seriously FUCKED UP. Honestly, I can't wait to go away to college just to get away from this guy.. Hopefully he won't follow me to BU, Vassar, or Sarah Lawrence (not sure where I want to go yet). He's such a weirdo.

Anywayz.. the other night we got into Jillian's without a problem. And OMFG I was sooo drunk by the end of the night. Thank God Kevin was there to drive me home. I gave him a little present before I got out of the car (hehehe) and I think he's gonna call me later hopefully. I'm always so goddamn horny when I'm on the rag. (Sorry if that's TMI)

Okay, I gotta go (I'm supposed to be in P.E!!). ♥ you all!

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[15 Nov 2003|04:54pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

Well, first off Belle and Sebastian were amazing. My friend Ashley took some pictures with her cam so here's one for all of you:

They played Kelly as their final song and it was really rad! And so many cute indie boyz there.. I gave one my number ;) As for Keith, I told him I really don't want to have a boyfriend right now but I'd love to still hang out. I hope just being friends doesn't mean we can't still screw around sometimes.. Hey, I have teenage hormones to think about here!!!

Also, yesterday when I checked my mailbox there was this weird invitation in it to my ex's little brother's birthday party. Now correct me if I'm wrong but that's creepy.. Why would I want to go? I mean his little bro is sweet and all but I really don't want to go to some family event with someone who I don't want to be around anymore. I mean, the note inside the little "You're invited!" card was really creepy.. I'll copy it for you and you can all decide:

Sally, you're cordially invited to attend my brother, Bobby's, 11th birthday party. Your presence is highly appreciated. I would stuff ant-ridden dirt for you, Sally. Please come for me. I will literally cry you a river and make my heart explode for you. Please come. I would want to spend every waking hour with you. Sally, I want you to come celebrate my brother's birthday. He is one year closer to death, and I want you to come celebrate it with me. We could eat cake and dance to the moonlit sky. We could tap dance on the moon and fuck the whole world to a million pieces. I NEED YOU, always. I love you, you are my soulkeeper. You have me at your command.
Love your faithful servant

Even the card was creepy. He drew a picture of a heart with a knife threw it.. And one year closer to death?! WTF! The kid is 11 for crissakes! If that's old then I guess I've got one foot in the grave.. ::Shudders::

Anywayz, gotta get ready, my friends and I are chillin in Boston tonight. Might go to this bar.. Jillian's. I heard they don't card ;) Hope I have a good time. Later kids!

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To all those with significant othersss.. [12 Nov 2003|03:58pm]
Okay, so I've been hanging out with this new guy, Keith. And he is really, really super cute but I think he calls a little too much and he constantly wants to do things with me. I mean, sometimes is fine but I don't want to fucking have him taking me to Starbucks to buy me drinks every day (Gawd, I'll get fat!!).. And he's super sweet.. I mean, he bought me all this cute shit at the mall and of course that never hurts ;) but it's just that I really need ME time. Sure, we have fun. And the sex is pretty hawt (teehee) but I get tired of him hanging onto every little word I say and paying so much attention to me. Like, this guy notices if I change the color of my nailpolish, which I don't even think is normal.. Anyway, going to Belle and Sebastian tonight.. and my friend has a cam so hopefully I'll have pixs!
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[11 Nov 2003|12:47am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Man, Belle and Sebastian on ThurzdAY! Gonna be soo great..

Wish I waz getting my beauty sleep on but unfortunatly I'm not done with this stupid science project. I'm such a procrastinator. I had to change my aim screen name again cause B kept harrassing me, first with his screen name and then with one of those robot things that im you. LAME! Like I wouldn't know it was him.. Oh well, my new secret name is cuter anyways.

I'm so sleepy.. I had a full day of school and then I hung at the mall with some of mah girlz. Flirted with some really hot guys at Starbucks ;) Mmm. I gave one my number & I hope he calls soon. Anyway, back to Chem :/

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[08 Nov 2003|08:33pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Can we say Oh SO excited to see Belle & Sebastian next week at the Orpheum!!!!!!!! ♥!!

Also, it's been confirmed. My ex is spying and not even doing a good job of it since he added me as a "friend". Gawd, yick. I've been so over him for so long. I wish he'd just get over it already. I dumped him in like May. I mean, seriously.

Gotta jet.. going to a party tonight at Start! Hope to see my MOC buddies there ^-~

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[02 Nov 2003|09:30pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Halloween was stellar, obviously. Hung out with everyone at Jenna's.. Amanda, Laura, Rachel, Cory, Justin, Brett, Kelsey, Tom and Donald, Scott.. Just chilled- then drove around with Matt. Good times.

Last night I went out with Matt, Gregg and Alan.. good times, too. We visited some weak party at this foreign kids house, then left and drove around, headed to Medford, Newton, Lowell, then ended up in Wakefield to see Radio. Definitely felt longer than it really was.. but it was a good movie. Not the kind you'd see with three guys, but not exactly a chick flick. But it was good none-the-less.

As we were leaving Frank called me, and I didn't answer cause it was still on silent from the movie, but as I was checking my phone [2 seconds after he called], he called Matt and I talked to him.. he was not happy.. so when I called him back on my phone he was just like 'forget it, dont come'.. but we did anyway and we found him walking home.. so obviously we picked him up. We went and brought him to his car, but I didn't exactly want to let him go alone like that, so I went with him.. and we drove around [following Matt] for like half an hr.. we talked for a little bit but it was mostly silent in the car.. He wasn't very talkative at all. but I hope he realizes that he is cared about even though maybe he doesn't exactly feel that way. He pinky swore to me that he wouldn't smoke up during basketball season.. that's a big thing.. So we'll see how that works. Hopefully it'll work well.

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[11 Sep 2003|03:32pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

New user icon!!! :D Aight, my mom is calling me to come to dinner. Having a sleep over with Carrie tonight.. YAY! We're going to give each other total makeovers! Lol!


PS. I'm on the Prom committee this year even though it's a long way off! I can't wait to go again this year!

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[01 Sep 2003|12:51pm]
I am so not ready for school to start again. I HATE SCHOOL! Except the hawt boys ;)
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[22 Jul 2003|02:14am]
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[12 Jul 2003|02:37pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Ewww. Blake's GROSS friends Harold and Eugene just came over to give me a message. They told me that Blake is completely over me and never thinks of me anymore. I told them that's great and to get off my property. Harold was like- if you ever hurt our friend again, so help me God... but Eugene got him to go away. If B is so over me then why the fuck is he still hiding in my neighbor's bushes every morning?

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[02 Jul 2003|01:42pm]
[ mood | weirded out ]

Today was definitely weird. As per usual Blake was hiding out in the bushes of my neighbor's lawn across the street with his binoculars. Anyway, while I'm walking Prince I pass by him and say hi. (Acting like it's not totally fucking creepy/juvenile that he's spying on me from a bush) So B comes out, all covered in dirt and pine needles, and hands me this scrunched up tissue. Well, I was grossed out because I had no idea what he was doing but then i felt something hard inside. It was a freaking diamond ring! I was shaking because no one has ever given me something like that and B said something about a precious for his precious (WEIRDO) so I put it on and said thanks very much. Now of course while I'm finishing my walk with Prince I'm wondering how the fuck he could afford something like this and if he sold his original star wars figurines or something to pay for it.. Well, about three hours later Blake's mom calls.. to fucking ask for the engagement ring B's father gave her 18 years ago back. HE FUCKING STOLE HIS MOM'S RING AND GAVE IT TO ME! I was SO embarrassed and told her that of course she could have it back and to come pick it up at any time. His mom is so nice and understanding, seriously the sweetest woman ever. Anyway, I gave the ring back and all is well but I'm definitely thinking twice before taking anything else from that kid.

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